Hi everybody and welcome back on my blog.
First of all: Happy New Year!
Second of all: HUGE APOLOGIES for this loooong absence. This first days of 2019 have been crazy, with all the parties, exam preparation and homesickness. Yes, ten days like this. I love my life.
Today I wanted to ask you this question: do you ever feel like you need to be alone?
That’s exactly what is happening to me. I don’t feel like going out, or simply being with other people. I don’t know why. I’m blaming it on the shitty Baltic weather but I’m sure it’s not just that.
I want to go home.
It sounds crazy, right? Like in another post, I feel like I miss home so much, and I just can’t wait to go there. And I’m quite sure that maybe in a few days I will totally change my mind and I won’t want to leave and go back, but… right now? I just feel awful. I feel like I want to stay inside all day long, without seeing anybody, and make the time pass faster.
But I can’t. I have to accept that. And I also know that I should enjoy these last days, because this time of my life is not happening again, but… I don’t know, I just feel like I want to be alone. Not forever, just for some days. Maybe I need a bit of “me-time”. Even if I feel like I had plenty of it. But sometimes I feel like I’m using all my time for something else, or someone else, and never for myself. I am aware that this is not completely true, but still…
So that’s it. Wanted to share this feeling with you. What do you think? Do you ever feel like you need some alone-time? Feel free to write your thoughts in the comments below.